Mind Control
another Aspect
Ones mind is repressed,
to ones mind being stolen the know ones mind the know everything that
I know, they know what one is doing and what one wants to do and
what task that one has to do.
That which one has in
mind whether that is fixing laptops or fixing printers or reading
email or getting food or sending email or having written work to do
or checking football or having to buy fags or do some washing or
shaving or to go shopping and what is on the list also.
They know what I know
and it is of thought that thought is taken from one, one does not
recall one cannot remember what needs to be done and that memory is
failing, has been for long time one has been writing things down that
which needs to be done, most things are noted as an reminder and well
I get by because what ever needs to be done is some triggered where
if I see parts of an laptop I recall that I need memory or am
expecting and hard drive or or have emails to send but only seeing
the mail received or on being reminded.
It is confusing cause
they are trying to match one mind but one mind is faster them then
and they are reading the mind also and also want control over the
mind, one does not recall unless the want one to that is not strictly
true but one is say mind less or sometimes having to struggle to
recall that which needs to be done or what I need to do where I
always have list of things to do, and I do have plenty of things to
do including writing about this and there presence.
One does forget or is
finding it difficult to recall that which I have in mind or planed to
do, it is an common problem or one has been around for sometime, and
I have adapted and substituted for the lack of memory. Ones brain
would naturally know what to do and what needs to be done and so on
but they are blocking the brain and having control over the brain
over that which one has in mind or wants to do where that is items on
an shopping list. They have this control by being able to remind one
and doing so when they want, but also making sure hat one forgets .
That includes all things whether that is with keys or phones or ones
pass or cards or money or wallet.
One struggles to recall
things which should be habitual, they are causing damage via this
control over the memory side and are also covering up there control
by reminding one things, but also showing one they have that
control, reminding one that I have forgotten things when it is to
late it is this game or toying around with one where one always had
to then turn back or go back upstairs where one forgets what one come
up for and so on. Simple things whether that is ones phone or ones
money or something, it is this experiments on thoughts and memory
and testing there control over ones mind.
It is control over the
brain and mind where they are reminding one and doing so , so as to
have control, it is an cross between where it is my one thoughts or
whether they are interfering, but I know I my own mind and I think
they are trying to impose control over all that one does through
memory also.
They would make sure I
would forget and doing so in many ways from jamming into one head,
and occupying one mind and thoughts to stealing ones thoughts, and
one forget what one had planned to do in the morning or through the
day. Where I would read or study but forget what chapter I was on,
or the items that I need to do or had planned to do . From sending
email or reading emails to filing in forms – and which laptops to
work on or and to post items sold. Where I know should these things
but such things are forgotten and then trigger latter when one
recalls to buy something or sees something on e-bay.
Reminder things is
that the know what one intended to do or was going to do from
stretching or
to buy some fags, I
would forget and would be just checking on what they are doing in
ones head or dealing with there presence or just resting the mind or
having an cig and just considering the day ahead they would know and
would also remind one of the things that one has in mind and they
would be random reminders and not organised into any order or that
which is best to do first, it does allow them to toy with the mind
where one would also forget straight away also. It allows them to
have one pressured and over loaded or this idea that one has too much
to do and so on.
The pressure is false
also because one is planed to do things and to spread things out also
that one is not pressured, as long as things are done, or as long as
I am doing something in isolation, they are always things around the
house to do but one forgets but is recalls on seeing that task undone
hence hanging up pictures. It is an problem and it is related to
control, and related to them all stealing one mind or thoughts.
The other issues is
that if one rejects there reminders then one does not do anything and
opposes that which one had in mind, so in effect one still does
things but it is problem where an issue comes about whether it is
ones own recall or whether one is being reminded, and issues over how
much control they have, and the risk of them all getting more
control over one. One must and is using one mind and brain and
testing memory and will continue do so.
