Organisation and
Control
This is about control
of the brain, conspiracy is all to do with control and implants,
they seem obsessed with power and control and very hostile with this
control over one. They do voice there
demands that I do as
they want insisting on my obedience, very hostile but covered up by
insisting on just wanting one married and pretending to mean well or
to be reasonable.
They are hostile,
shouting and screaming at times and threatening to cause one harm,
and doing so with implants and meaning to revert to violence in
person but thus far using implants with violence and force.
Insisting on just wanting one married, but they are guilty of
mentally torturing and going after one head with ill intentions,
where they want one insane and dead.
They have this control
over ones head ones brain ones mind, to this control over ones life,
where one is unable to do anything without them knowing, and without
there presence without them all causing one problems. They damage
all that the mind comes across, insane all that I know, they are
present and interfering with the mind to leading one into insanity.
They do not want one to
do anything without there say so, but argue on racism, not wanting
one to mix with whites. The implants are an threat where they are
able to interfere with all that I do, to mess with and to prevent me
from doing anything where one is just having to deal with them in
ones head there arguments and hostile use of the implants. Control
exist and it is all possible where one can be prevented from doing
anything via control that control is able to prevent me from
recalling, remembering typing to seeing, hearing and able force one
to say the wrong things.
They do work against
the mind and the natural functions, and the natural state of ones
mentality where they just counter with voice control not wanting one
to do things and voicing there refusal or rejection of the task what
it is that I want to do but doing so as if it is ones own thoughts
and mind and hence putting such rejecting into one head. The
control prevents me from doing that which is normal or natural to one
including the speed of thoughts or sleeping or laughing.
Implants has that
control over ones face jaws, and throat whilst reverting to mental
torture to prevent one from doing what ever it is that one wants to
do or has in mind from chasing women,
or going out drinking
and socialising. Most things are just hidden into marriage over what
they want, but they are against all that one does and every
thoughts, to having ones thoughts repressed,
managing that by just
doing my head in, but one wants to argue that they are stealing ones
mind and thoughts.
They do shout and
scream in ones head using implants with violence and force moving
about ones face and jerking about ones jaws and shouting at one in
various regions of the brain and face and throat, and forcing one to
jerk about, and for the head to jerk about, and other parts of one to
move about also. They are hostile in there want for marriage and for
other reasons.
That jerking is also
control of head and one neck and the ability to shock one or to
pressure one to add meaning to there demands of marriage. They
continue with there pressure attempting to reason on marriage, for
there own wants all of which lacks logic, but they just argue and
insist that one sees things there way, and intent on arguing in one
head without any merit to there arguments. To accusing me of not
understanding them, to wanting to know what one thinks of those whom
I have never met or know. They are intent on voicing there arguments
and demand on marriage which prevents one from thinking or
considering that which should be thought, and it is there intentions
to have one so mind less.
Mostly
one is just paying attention to what is said and not really able to
consider anything where they just jam into one head with one person
saying one thing then another to them all having one character
predefined and judged. Hence I need to write things down to have
ones own mentality
asserted.
It is there intentions to have ones mind blocked, the mean to
prevent one from thinking and are rather hostile where one thinks of
something clever cause then they have to recognise, alas they want
one considered insane.
They
have forced one into insanity via control, where they are mental with
and from behind the implants which forces one to behave in an insane
manner. One is responding with anger and war games but not sure if
that is an set up, whilst I often just say no to them and warn them
of writing to the whole world that I will tell nations of this.
Always arguing and dealing with there presence in one head which
comes across as talking to ones self.
They do mean to do ones
head in to drive one insane until one agrees to get married, not
allowing me to know my own mind and thoughts, other then there want
for marriage. They do interfere with ones head inflicting mind
control, to messing up one life. They want one insane but do not want
to be seen to be wanting one insane insisting on just wanting one
married. But they have conspired for control over ones head, and ones
brain, and they have that control over one and ones life. Because one
is an Human guinea pig they have control over everyone and everything
that one does on the grounds that one is an victim.
They mean to stay in
control of one for rest of ones life, it is control which will come
about one way or the other they do argue to know better then one or
meaning well to wanting one married and insisting that one talks to
them, whilst they would be nice to one and would be ones best friend
and will sort me out with money. It is all issues where one is
unable to get them out of one head or one life and they are forcing
everything that I do in life to be dependent on them where one is
deemed not able to or incapable of doing anything in life.
That
is supposed to be based on insanity or being thick where one is
supposed to be mixed up and depressed, to not being able to make
choices or decisions, whilst it probably means something else where
one is supposed to be broken or cracked up or something. Present
control of ones life
is
involving questions as to my intelligence as to whether one is
capable of things but that is based on intelligence ones ability to
argue and write case notes.
Various arguments exist
where they want to justify this control over ones life, from having
rights over one, to one being thick, to arguing that whites have it
in for one and insisting on knowing better then one. They consider
one to be at fault and blamed, wanting me to think that I am wrong
and at fault, hence I am supposed to give in to them and there
demands. They insist that they do not want me to do anything, outside
of there control, where one is considered to be at fault, thus have
not allowed me to do anything in life.
They also reason they
will help one and do everything for one and that I do not have to do
anything, alas they switch identities claiming thoughts and work done
as there own, refusing to recognise anything that one does, and
conspire for control of one and ones life. They are planed in this
control of ones life, knowing everything I know to watching ones
every move and knowing everyone I know and able to move against
anything and everything. Able to talk people out of associating with
one and being ones friend or having anything to do with one whilst
also able to torment one into being considered insane.
Control includes that
of finance that one has no money to spend, and is unable to work and
I would have to ask them for money or what ever I want in life would
have be brought through them they would own what ever one has. They
could take things away as easy as they give things to one and it
would be as owned by them as ones life being run by them hence any
deals they have on offer are rejected, where they do offer to give
one money but they are also always able to ask or take things back.
It would be the case that they own one and I would have to do as they
wish which is rejected.
It is also argued that
they are paying one or offering me my own money, and using my own
wealth from compensation of this conspiracy to the selling my ideas
and theories for some sum of money, and asking for or taking an
commission of all things sold but as if yet I have not seen merit of
any deals. They do want what ever I do in life to pass through them,
and have had this control of one life throughout ones life where
what ever one has done in in life has passed through them including
one every thought with protest. They want such management or ruining
of ones life as acceptable but it is all conspiracy.
They dismiss the value
of work done and reject the value of theories, where I would be able
to live of my ideas theories and I would not have to depend on them
for money or assistance but it maybe they are selling such ideas and
making money from such things. It is also known or as wind ups where
they argue and are taking things as there own wanting to argue over
the owner ship of such thoughts and ideas. They argue and insist
that one is thick and argue over where I thought of such things or
not and so on.
Some of there reasoning
follows up with race issues where they will argue that whites are an
threat or an problem and they need to protect themselves from
discrimination from white hence stealing one identity because one is
liked. They argue that one does not have to do such things, that they
would like to help one with the progress of such projects, and get
the rewards, whilst accusing me helping whites, and allowing whites
to profit, hence they insist on profiting themselves.
They have conspired to
make sure that one is not able to do, that one is unskilled and lacks
the academic knowledge that one would need to progress in life and in
an career, and also in respect of ones own ideas and projects they
are preventing me from progressing and not allowing me to gain the
skills that one needs whilst working against that which one can do
including that of typing.
They
are against me writing case notes, wanting all written work
dismissed. Hence in this position of being in one head and able to
compromise all that one does in writing and ones mind and thoughts,
and wanting things mixed up. They do not want there to be an truth
in what I say, making sure there is always an another arguments to
things that things are not always same, the issues change those whom
cause one problems changes not is for certain. There are always two
sides to an coin, and they are always making sure that both sides of
the coin exist. They will question as to whether ones
thoughts are ones own where want my thoughts ones identity as there
own. Money power and control.
They do have control
given by conspiracy, by implants, able to control or interfere with
all that one does, whom I talk to, what I say, what I hear and see,
and I think of them, but also what others think of one. It is all to
do with isolation and having one alienated. It is an conspiracy to
control everything about one an conspiracy to drive one insane.
They have kept one
isolated repressed and confined to the implants throughout my life,
and mean to keep one poor. Mostly by just using the implants and
keeping one disturbed hence one is unable to do anything but deal
with there presence in ones head. It is there intentions to have one
wasted to have one, messed up in the head and ones life to be messed
up and that is just done by using the implants all the time. There
presence prevents one from progressing in any shape or form, and
deprived of sleep, thus just tired and falling asleep when I am
supposed to be working,
reading or studying.
One is put to sleep
when ever they want, and that prevents one from reading for long
periods, it disrupts the flow of things whilst they have control of
the brain which allows them to interfere with all that I do not sure
on how much they are interfering with but everything is questionable.
Ones hearing is approving and things are lot louder then they used
to be, and I hear a lot more things then I used and aware of lot
more sounds then I used to be.
Not sure about other
things but one is having to be told twice what ever is said to one
because the organisation is scrambling what is said to one, hence
sometimes not understand what is said. I think it is because they
want to know what is said before I know. There is also an problem
with reading hearing and understanding, where things are not going
into one head things are just not registering.
I do read things
correctly and am hearing things correctly but it just does not
register.
I think it is because
they are blocking regions of the brain responsible for hearing and
understanding
whilst I do have to
read things a few times before it is understood, although I know what
I am reading but it just is not registering. Again it is blocks on
the brain, whilst I think it is also brain washing, where they are
stealing ones every thought and not allowing such thoughts to reside
in one head or that which one reads to stay in ones head.
I have no intellect
problems although they want one considered thick, I have been able to
read and understand anything and everything, but implants are able to
prevent me from doing so and are hindering normal brain functions.
It might also be sleep related where one is very much deprived of
sleep, and other aspects of control and experiments exist where they
have studied the mind when sleeping, that of dreams that of the mind
when awake and not sure but they have the mind blocked somewhere.
Control and experiments
over sleep could be used to slow the brain down and to prevent the
brain from working and full speed, hindering reading and
understanding regions also. They refuse to allow me to know anything
other then insanity, where one is confined to there insane
arguments,
there pressure on
marriage there reasons for using implants and being in one head there
motives and wants which is all wrong and insane. Other sources of
information from people, Tv, radio or books would be normal and
logical whilst they are intent on confining me to that which is
illogical or wrong.
They
want one confined to there presence, there want for marriage, to
insanity hence an cover-up of all this issues that one has or for one
to bend to there view or arguments of conspiracy or implants but one
considers them to be guilty of conspiring and using the implants.
They argue insisting on
marriage on doing my head in until one gets married, it all allows
them control of ones head, of repressing ones own thoughts. They are
hostile, and intent on causing one that damage, and boasting about
causing others harm because one doe not bend to there demands of
marriage. They argue to want marriage and insist that whites are to
blame for this and mean to cause them harm until one is bound to them
via marriage.
They argue that one has
to prove there guilt, and boast that I will be unable to do anything
about there presence since I am on my own, insisting on marriage
where I would then have someone to help me, accusing me of being
thick to there being no point to anything that one does that I will
never get anywhere in life. They do not approve of working or
writing where I will never get anywhere with this, as is the case.
They accuse one of
being small and inferior, and thick that one must do as the want and
insist that I listen to them and get married and then they would help
one and be nice to one and they would help one make it big or up.
They want to be considered big and powerful and will take care of
implants and of whites, but it is they as none whites whom are
causing me harm.
They
consider one to be wrong, and wish to prove that one is wrong, I
guess by using my notes and wanting to scrutinize ones notes and ones
life and to argue that one is wrong and ones life is an failure, and
will argue without recognition of implants where one still has to
prove implant and conspiracy and the fact that they are making sure
that one is not successful in life. They consider one to be thick
and wish for one to be considered insane, where one is dealing with
implants and there presence, and one is onto them.
Control is over the
brain, they are able to do many things, implants are designed that
way, and one is supposed to go insane with all this inside one and
there use of the implants, hence they consider one to be insane, and
I guess just waiting for me to complain about it. They have control
of the face jaws, throat and facial muscles, and able to control ones
face and facial expressions and do mess about with things but rarely,
sometimes forced to smile. They also have this control of the face
and lips, where they force thoughts and arguments into face and
movement as if one is talking to ones self and doing so to make it
look such.
Thoughts
should be located in ones head but they are forcing things out into
the throat and face and related to repressing one head. Typing
is also messed up greatly, one typing having to stop and correct
things, forced into making mistakes. Not sure if its control of the
hands and fingers and forced to press the wrong keys, but think it is
more to do with control of ones brain and thoughts this interference
with the mind and every thought that one has. Where every word is an
thought and every letter is an thought that has an learnt link to
keys pressed. They might just be forcing the wrong letters to be
typed.
It is all very much in
the unconscious mind, but it is also as reading of the mind or ones
thoughts are passing through them first and through the implants it
works same as brain washing, or forcing errors in what one says or
wants to say, and whom knows they have many years of experiments to
achieve this.
They are messing up
typing ones written work related to the slowing down of ones mind
and brain and that of slowing down ones progress. They want to argue
and show that one is thick and that is done by the written works
which is full of errors, whilst ones written work is also very weak,
since I am slowing down and saying the wrong things or losing
thoughts, losing words that I would use, or the expression or losing
that which want to say or the manner in which I would say and write
things.
They mean to make sure
that nobody will read what is written, ones arguments or ones
complaints,
they are making sure
that ones intellect is weaker. Control exist and the limit of that
control is related to the brain, what ever the brain can do they can
do, they have mapped the brain and learnt to interfere with ones
brain and mind, I guess that could be described as control of the
brain.
It is an issue as to
what is inside one and whether it is implants and control over the
brain or something more mechanical where one is full of implants
through the body. Implants exist through the body and does various
things whilst control exist over the eyes, eye lids, over the hands
wrist,
shoulders, knees and
waist, most of the time it is just weight changing of weight which
could be related the brain and control, where weight can be describe
as having an relationship to movement
of limbs and that of
balance. Changing weights of various parts creates some sort of
control and moment control in one and with one.
Control
over the facial muscles is via wires and there are many wires through
the body, most of it all is used to cause itching, whilst implants
exist in the throat which exerts control there and the back and
around the back and waist, that effects the back and on lifting
things,, and on bending over and so on it seems to be causing pain
but may be supporting something which exist around the waist.
Other things are with
the brain and it could be all related to the brain, but I think there
is lot more inside one then just in ones brain. Other aspects of
control steams from them all knowing everything I know and one is
confined to them all knowing what ever one does and has done
throughout my life, they know all of ones thoughts and ones mind, and
able to use information to learn ones mind to probe the mind to match
ones thoughts to interfere with what one knows also,
to control one where
one has to know ones own mind.
It allows them control
over ones brain, whilst they are controlling one in many of things
that one does, using mind control to force one to pace about and
smoke, they are able to prevent one from doing things and able to
interfere with the mind without an trace without me knowing and it is
an problem and one concerned as to what they have been doing in my
head all my life. They do transmit into the back of the mind and one
is aware of there presence and control, sometimes I catch them and
lock onto that transmission and it is picked up by the brain some how
translates to loudness and shouting.
The
locking on to there transmission, there presence and the voices
forces the head to jerk about, it causes and lot of strain on the
head and neck not sure why that is so perhaps strength is located
there and weakening at the other neck muscles and that forces things
to jerk about, implants and there transmission would also be tightly
held onto the brain.
They are able to use
ones own voice and thoughts to control one, I think it works that way
also
and one is forced to do
things in repetitions as in drinking lots of tea or pacing about and
so on. From getting off the train at the wrong stop and making
mistakes.
Conspiracy is also
another form of control they have conspired to control one and are
watching ones every move and know ones every thought they know what I
have mind and will move against that which one wants to do whether
that is reading or studying or getting a job or talking to someone.
They know whom I know and are able to get to them and twist them
around into being against one, that is aided by forcing one to say
wrong things.
Conspiracy is used to
control one and they want to control one and have plans to control
one for rest of one life they have controlled one throughout ones
life, and everything in ones life the have been present in one head
watching one and knowing what one is doing and present to torment one
to act against one. They have conspired against one throughout one
life and mean to stay in control of one for rest of ones life, they
also have control over ones head and brain, and are a threat to one,
they will interfere with ones head when ever they want and for what
ever reason wanting one to pace about and smoke all the time and deal
with there arguments where they want one to bend to there terms and
conditions.
I do not approve of
there presence and they are intent on forcing about there presence in
ones life and ones head, going on about wanting to talk to one and
wanting one married and asking gone to get married, arguing that they
are better then one and that one should bend and do as they want.
They are hostile and
using fear and humiliation to control one also, where one is supposed
to be afraid of implants or its use and the problems it can cause and
they will cause one problems unless one bends to there demands.
They use fear an
threats of causing one harm and killing one off, warning one that one
will lose out on things that one would miss out on things that it is
ones life and ones life will just waste, where I will just lose out
on things or not be allowed to live ones life hence they all insist
that one gets married and that one bends to there demands of
associating with them and working with them, and to look up to them.
It is related to control where one is supposed to do as they want,
and physiological where they have planed out ones life and one is to
follow up with it all but I do not approve of them all having this
control and running of ones life, they are psychopaths.
I do not need them and
things would be just find naturally, whilst fear is used to control
one and it is physiological where one is supposed to be afraid of
something, other issues on humiliation where the lack sex is used and
the lack of women in ones life and other related things where they
will embarrass one if one does not listen to them. Other aspects of
control is physiological in that one would just be tormented and have
problems if one follows through with what ever one wants to do as in
having an shower or going out or writing, or going to work and hence
one is to give up on such things.
